Yeah, Whatever.

so yeah i really could care less today. people have been pesturing me all day, whats wrong AJ, why aren't smiling? well all i can is say do i have to fuckin happy all the fuckin time i mean jeez. i can only act happy for so long then i need like a freakin day to be sad is that to much to ask for so much shit goin on in my life do i not deserve to be sad even the slightest bit. if people actually cared instead of asking what is wrong they would be like i'm here for you if you wanna talk instead of askin me in front of large groups whats wrong. if i wanted to tell you i would.

Everything is kinda messed up in my life right now. i dont know what i want i dont know how i want to feel. do i want to be happy, do i want to be sad, do i not want to care. should i remain this nice guy that everyone loves, should i actually be the one that sits there and listens to your problems. Frankly i am starting to not give a shit what is goin wrong in your life? maybe you should start caring about stuff goin on in my life, or at least listen when im talkin, i hate repeating myself.

Yeah, Whatever, sick of all this shit. Becomin a hermit for the next few weeks. Fuck You.